tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46983401643959154812024-03-21T08:12:30.153+08:00Irashahira ♥Kerana impian kita aku bertahan ♥..Nur Shahira MYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17297754597853044008noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4698340164395915481.post-26043532173129443462022-10-25T21:22:00.004+08:002022-10-25T21:22:49.404+08:00Aku yang jahat.<div style="text-align: left;"> <span style="font-family: verdana;">Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Hai.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tiada apa juga mau cerita..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Cuma mau menzahirkan rasa terkilan..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kenapa…?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Entahlah,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kadang aku rasa,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Adakah aku terlalu jahat sampai ada yang sanggup memperlakukan aku sebegitu rupa?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku sebenarnya selalu berdoa,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">“Ya Allah, aku serahkan ‘sipolan binti sipolan’ ni sepenuhnya padaMu..”</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sebab aku tida sanggup sudah..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Menelan kepahitan..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Penipuan disebalik ayat ayat manis..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Janji janji yang tida ditepati..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sakitnya aku rasa sampai sekarang..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Even sekarang pun,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku masih menanti2…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Salahkah aku?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">SELFISH KAH AKU?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi hikmahnya,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Allah mahu tunjuk yang kita ni sebagai manusia,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Jangan berharap pada manusia.. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Apa lagi orang yang berlindung disebalik..?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">………………….</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Halal dan haram,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Hanya Allah yang akan mengadilinya,.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Hutang atau bukan,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Biarlah Allah yang mengadilinya..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Biarpun seluruh lawyer atau sesiapa lah didunia ni kata itu ini,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi kalau Allah kata “itu hutangmu yg wajib kau kembalikan”,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Maka itulah.. kalau tidak, maka tidaklah… Wallahualam..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sebab aku sendiri keliru dengan ayat berputar belit.. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">……………………..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku tida berkata2 begini atau menaip begini dihadapan sipolan..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Mungkin sebab aku ni pengecut? Atau terlalu menjaga hati? Atau terlalu trauma.. Wallahualam..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Anggap saja memang aku pengecut…..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Pengecut…….aku</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">……………………..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Mungkin dia tida ingat setiap kata katanya pada awal pembabitanku…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi aku sangat ingat setiap kata katanya, janji janjinya..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Allahu Akbar,,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku rasa sangat sakit..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Mungkin sebab aku memerlukan ketika ini..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sangat memerlukan………</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sangat!</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Macam pengemis,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Meminta2..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Meminta2..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Meminta2..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Hahahahaha meminta2 sebenarnya bukanlah aku….</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi apakan daya,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku sangat memerlukan….</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Walaupun aku tau,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Mesti banyak alasannya…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Mesti banyak alasannya,,,,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dan alasannya…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi aku tetap meminta…… </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Memalukan sungguh menjadi AKU….</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku lah si pengemis.. Meminta duit sendiri dikembalikan..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Pada bayanganku,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dan pada tafsirannya,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Duit itu sudah hangus..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi atas dasar sahabat, dia mencuba untuk mengembalikannya…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dan aku terus mencuba nasib..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Terus meminta……</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Jahat kah aku?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kejam kah aku?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku selalu bertanya kepadaNya,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tapi aku belum ada jawapan atas semua kejadian ini..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">……………………..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sabar?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sila kira berapa purnama sudah aku bersabar..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Bukan sebulan dua..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kesakitan kutanggung untuk kulunasi setiap bulan?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Bukan Seringgit Dua…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sehingga anxietyku parah..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sesak nafas..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tidak tidur malam..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sakitnya Ya Allah..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sakit sebab aku TERLALU PERCAYA akan kata2 orang yg ku anggap sahabat..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dan aku menanggungnya,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Menanggungnya sekarang..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Allahu Akbar…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Allahu Akbar…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sesiapa yang membaca ini,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Jangan lah kalian berteka teki…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ini mungkin rekaanku….</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Sekadar melepaskan sakitku….. Agar tidak menjadi barah….</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Biarkan aku dan tulisanku..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Hanya dengan tulisan,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Beban dibahuku berkurang..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Rasa nyaman dan ringan..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Terima kasih Allah,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Mengizinkan ku menaip..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku malas taip di status,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Nanti orang berteka teki..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Orang mengumpat..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Orang mengata2..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Membalas2 tetapi “dibelakangku”..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Biarkan aku menaip di blog kesayanganku..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Terima kasih suamiku…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Memberiku kata semangat..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Jika aku salah,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Maafkan aku…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Jika aku tidak salah,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Juga maafkan lah aku..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku manusia biasa…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku juga punya hati…</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Biar kulepaskan semuanya disini,,,,,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Adios.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div>Nur Shahira MYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17297754597853044008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4698340164395915481.post-10927670174055280592022-10-25T20:52:00.002+08:002022-10-25T20:52:13.818+08:002022 okt. <p><br /></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim..</span></p><p><br /></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Hai blog :)</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">I think, almost 3years didnt update anything here;) </span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Hidup penuh kebizian.. Bizi dengan kehidupan sebagai seorang isteri dan ibu :)</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Nothing special, cuma saja mahu tulis2, taip2…</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Kalau dulu, setiap hari kali menaip saja hahaha</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Aku rasa, aku perlu lah taip2 balik di blogku ni :)</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Macam aku mau simpan semua kenangan dalam penulisanku disini..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Selagimana wujudnya blogspot didunia ni..hahaha</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Update:</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Aku sudah ada seorang baby lelaki..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">bernama Affan Shabil..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Alhamdulillah,penyeri hidup kami suami isteri… </span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Anak yg alhamdulillah cukup sifat,,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">InsyaAllah, membesar sebagai anak yang soleh..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Kawan bergaduh siang malam hahahaha!</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Omma loves you sayang,,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Abi loves you tooooo!!</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Umurnya sekarang 2 tahun 3 bulan..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Belum pandai bercakap,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">InsyaaAllah soon,,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Tapi sangat bijak ambil hati omma abi dengan muka innocent dia hahaha</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Alhamdulillah, Maha Suci Allah,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Affan senang dijaga.. Maha Suci Allah, Affan comel dimata omma abi..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Tiada apa omma harapkan,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Selain menjaga dan didik Affan supaya membesar dengan kasih sayang..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Dengan surrounding keagamaan..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Mencintai Allah dan RasulNya,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Sayang & kasih dengan kami,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Saudara mara, kawan2, guru2.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Aaamiin..</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p>Nur Shahira MYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17297754597853044008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4698340164395915481.post-61109141077017531282019-12-24T10:24:00.000+08:002019-12-24T10:24:07.013+08:00What should I doBismillahirrahmanirrahiim!<br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Assalamu'alaikum everybody :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Merry Xmas kepada kawan2 yang sambut :D</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And soon, Happy New Year for all of Us!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Today, nothing to do.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Actually many to do.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Just omma cant do anything because of my "morning sickness"..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So, i am typing right now sambil baring2 haahaha </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Using my phone :'D</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But am so glad that Nanak already masuk 10 weeks++ already :) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Alhamdulillahhh! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And morning sickness pun bertambah2.... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hanya baring sebab sangat tidak larat... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">🤢🤮</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hm, actually omma dunno what to do.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">What kind of action that i must do! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dah berapa weeks omma didnt go to work :'(</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Masak apatah lagi... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Seriously yes! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bangun, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mual muntah... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bangun, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Pening... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Watching tv with husband, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And i said, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I wanna go upstairs... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mau baring... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Makan? </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sekarang makan buah-buah saja... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nasi? Big No hahahaha</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lauk2 berkuah? Omaigod Nooooo... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Just, buah... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Alhamdulillah buah boleh masuk... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">............................................... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">This is great! </span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Tak semua orang rasa benda ni... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Boleh jadi, sebagai penghapus dosa2 kecil omma hehe</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sebagai peringatan, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bukan senang mahu menjadi ibu... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sebelumni, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Rasa sangat rendah diri sebab belum jadi ibu...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Padahal Allah tahu, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bukan the right time!!! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Huwa huwa huwa</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now, Allah bagi rasa baru sikit 'Nikmat' tu... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">'Dont give up omma :) </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">You have daddy by your side :D' </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Alhamdulillah, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Husbandku sangat2 lah baik hati dan memahami... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Kerja rumah? He did :) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Before sleep, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He will make sure omma can sleep.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Urut2 belakang, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Give pillow.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Give minyak panas..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bancuh susu for me :) </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Pernah muntah susu di baju dia 🤣</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Kesiannya :(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But he said, nevermind baby... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am okay :D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Syukur alhamdulillah... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Semoga banyak diberikan pahala kepada suamiku, syurgaku :) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I will never give up for us. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>Nur Shahira MYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17297754597853044008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4698340164395915481.post-82150991793692998782019-12-19T20:15:00.002+08:002019-12-19T20:15:28.003+08:00Nanak 💌Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim!<br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Delete all of my older post!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And this blog special for me sahaja :) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And today i wanna type something for my Nanak 💌</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">*Nanak is le special name for my future baby :') </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">........... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dear Nanak, </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Today omma feel so sad :(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Something happen but i cant tell you and daddy what is happening.. One day, maybe... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Whatever it is, </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Omma wanna you know that omma loves you so much xoxo!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hihi... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">After a year, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Alhamdulillahhh omma and daddy got you in my tummy! ( rahim ekceli not perut) 🤣</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Happynya omma, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nda terkira..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Syukur Ya Allah... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Selepas omma hadapi macam2 kesakitan and tadaaaa.. nanak is on the way!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nanak, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Omma mau nanak membesar jadi anak soleh/solehah.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Omma membesar dengan nda cukup kasih sayang.. And not raised well~ i am so independent! Until high school and college :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Kalau boleh, omma mau nanak membesar dengan keadaan cukup baik.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ada omma, ada daddy sama2 :) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Aaamiiin... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Supaya nanak jadi anak berguna..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nanak tau halal haram..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Faham dan amalkan... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nanak lah harta kami berdua :D</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">.............................................. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I love your daddy so much 🥰</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">With Allah's will 😊</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He is my crush!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He is my husband now!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And he is your daddy 😙</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">If nanak loves me.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nanak must love daddy too!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">With all of your heart.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nanak must take a good care of your daddy.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He is the best among the best sayang... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am pretty sure! Daddy is the best one</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">...............................................</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">If omma is not around.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">You must take care of yourself.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And dont forget Allah and Rasulullah 💟</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nanak mesti jaga diri.... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And now, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Omma pun sedang belajar dan usaha baiki apa yang patut dalam diri omma... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">🥰</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Baby, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I cant wait to see you... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I cant wait to hold you in my arm... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I cant wait you to bully your daddy 🤣😂</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am just bless having you!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Please be good in here sayang.... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And i am sorry 😞</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">💌</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Letter 1.</span>Nur Shahira MYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17297754597853044008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4698340164395915481.post-3868096370507857062019-11-16T10:48:00.001+08:002019-11-16T10:48:23.545+08:00First Trimester<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Assalamu'alaikum all! Long time tidak update my blog 😁</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Alhamdulillah!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>After A year and a couple of months, </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>I am pregnant! 😊🥰❤️</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b> </b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b> * this one upt yg ke6 :')</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Long short story, </b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b><br /></b></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>We both tak plan pun nak dapat lambat baby 😁</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Tapi rezeki sebelum2 ni tidak mengizinkan untuk kami berdua :') </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>But sokay, we both redha 😊</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Alhamdulillah, </b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Kali ni positif lagi!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Just like a dream ~</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Tapi disebaliknya, ada beberapa step TTC yg sy buat.. </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Maybe at in the next entry??</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Kali ni, semoga dipermudahkan dan dijaga keseluruhan perjalanan kandungan ini ❤️</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Doakan! Now my state-- morning sickness + mual + pening + sangat cepat penat + suka tidur :'D</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>So yah, hope we both enjoy this journey!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Mama and Daddy loves you anak. </b></span>Nur Shahira MYhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17297754597853044008noreply@blogger.com0